Asian

Spent time with my eyes close, struggling not to struggle or blink and finally had my lashes done. Feels like permanent false lashes stuck on my eyes, a torture to bathe, fear of sleep and no-no to eye rubs. Pay the price for beauty eh? Haha! Nothing that I can't handle.

WEEKENDS FTW!
TRUE BLOOD FTW!

P/S: OPI ROCKS

Tomato Milkshake

I saw this article in one of the Vivi magazines. Apparently, the Japanese have Tomato Milkshake in powder form. I was thinking to myself, "What for? Why not take it fresh?" I think milkshakes are perfect combination for breakfast or meal replacement. Tomatoes help in good complexions and milk makes you full and prevents osteoporosis (?)! Not a fan of tomatoes? Try other fruits like bananas (me love!) or watermelons. Say bye bye to constipation! HAHA! 8)

Men drink protein shakes, Women drink milkshakes!

Disclaimer: This is not an advertorial. I did this on my own free will. I wish I was paid though. I've procrastinated for a long long time and this was done in a hurry. Heee!

Fuel for the Fire

Your tongue's a blade now
Cuts a wounded heart
But it bleeds no more
With teeth clenched tight
Her soul will walk, will fly
Out of your clutches of torture
Where her days will be laughter
And she tears no more
No more

Yogilates left me with a relaxed body (except my butt is aching now) and a relaxed mind. My home left me with a diseased mind and a frail stature. Sighs the horror of the vicious cycle. I don't want to keep explaining myself anymore. No one listens. All they do is assume and brood about it. It gets worse, and I get the brunt of it. How I wish I can run away, far away. But as the years go by, I find the need to stand and face it. It's painful but that's the way it goes down in my family. A negative pessimist is what I've become.

Thanks but no thanks.

At this current moment, I'm not deluded when I say this, but I don't give a shit about what you think. You think you care about me and you know me best. Sorry you never did and never will. SIMPLY BECAUSE YOU NEVER LISTEN! If you did, you'll back off and let me live my life. I know what I'm doing, where I go, how I'm gonna live on, why I think the way I do. This life is hard enough, don't go dragging me down to your living hell. Age is nothing, that gains you no respect. You earn it, not expect it. Please stand back and look at yourself before you go mouthing off. It's embarrassing when you know no shit but you act like you do. You had your chance at life. Don't snatch mine. Your mistakes/choices aren't mine.

One day you'll find out, you've lost me somewhere down the line.

It was all going so good, you just had to cut me down... again.

I really don't blame you for hating them because they love to make life difficult for me

The unwitting mini-celebrity

It must be:

1. the Spike Piercing
2. the All-Black outfit
3. the Boots
4. the (long gone) Long Hair
5. the Aura
6. the Chains
7. the Metal Band tees

But to me, it's the boyish face, warm hazel brown eyes, dumbo ears, lower front teeth gapping, Hand ov God (bimbo squeals), skinny legs, 'bad boy good heart', tubby rubby piggie wiggie, most practical/rational/reliable/cleanest/goofiest person I know.

MOTHER SMOTHER BOTHER

Moderation eh?

Dumped (multicoloured) laundry into the washing machine
Found mini vials of unfinished eyedrops
in some of the pockets
I really need to start being more frugal eh?
And I should start taking on a healthier lifestyle

Fruit Juice VS Mountain Dew
Hot Tea VS Ice Cold Sprite (down flow down flow go away)
8 glasses of Water VS All of the above
Fruits VS Candy/Chips
Proper Meals VS Snacking
Noodles VS Curry Rice (omfg nooooo!)
Cheese Burger (double noooo!)
Laksa (*faints*)
Redbull (*comatose state*)
Cigs/Alcohol (*dead and gone*)

Though healthier and easier on the pocket,
being healthy seems like a torture...

Arrogance is the downfall of man

Hiho! Looks like everyone had a good Halloween weekend. Once again, I gave Halloween a miss.

(1) No one to go with
(2) No idea where to go
(3) No idea what to do
(4) No costume
(5) No inspiration

Maybe next year eh? (That's what I keep telling myself every year!) Most probably I'll just go as myself. I don't like to look at myself in the mirror sometimes, in fear of scaring myself.

This weekend was spent being paranoid and cranky on Friday, lazy, Laksa, rain rain rain and Starbucks on Saturday and mini Photoshoot, National Treasure 2, hokkien mee & chicken wings from Chomp Chomp on Sunday. Not much going on except for emotional roller coasters and our house almost being burnt down, courtesy of my (careless) sister.

Retail Therapy is calling my name...

If only...

In 100 days,
I would have saved $294.49
worth of 601 sticks

Fakeo

OMFG MY BOOTS HAVE ARRIVED URGE TO JUST DASH OUT OF CLASS NOW OMG GONNA HYPERVENTILATE SOON PLUS AM ON REDBULL HIGH FOR THE NEXT 2 HOURS ASDLHJSDLFNBSDHVPQAE IT SEEMS LIKE THIS WEEKEND IS GONNA BE A GOOD ONE

There's no time like the present

Once again, does it seem like this month has flew by in a blink of an eye? Certain months just gets pulled under your feet no? Though pretty stagnant/routine, there's a flurry of activity currently, and I'm fighting to keep up. Sighs, a speech to write for SL talk on coming Friday, Chemistry homework, laundry and it keeps snowballing. Time management baby, time management. Ain't wanna drown in the multitude of tasks at hand.

After a few days of FB hiatus, facebook seems to have changed a whole lot. Live feeds now tell you who adds who and that's spamming me and me no like. It made me think though, how scary it is that we can be traced in the cyber world. Type a certain person's name in your google search bar or FB search bar, scroll down a little and POOF! BOOMZ! BAM! there he/she is. Cyberworld is one evil place yo.

Though I've told myself that I'll pay more attention to my appearance, I'm basically living in eyeliner, my (COTTON ON BEST PLACE FOR BASICS)tank-tops and leggings. I just top that off with a long sleeve collar shirt or a baggy long top. I've recieved 2 shirts from the BF (black) and dad (vintage checked shirt). Guess the slacker-style is just my thing...

Idols

I've tried to see things your away
You always hide more things inside
Guns to blow me away

I'm at the edge of all things gone unreal
Taking punches that I just can't feel
Can't feel a thing

War forever raging on
Before all the flags are torn
Feed our beast of war
Forever raging on

Oh how did we end up here
Where a tongue's blade now
Through my heart somehow
And every tear turns red with hate and fear